I was walking today with a weird feeling. It must be that I just kept thinking of what Jesus went through during these trials. Such a wonderful God, who took the form of man, and experienced our pain firsthand. Yet did not falter.
It pains me to read it. This is my second time through a full Gospel. Going through Matthew was not easy. Luke is longer, and certainly more detailed. I am sure that I am not to carry this burden, but I love Jesus so much…
Luke 23:8-25
8 When Herod saw Jesus, he was greatly pleased, because for a long time he had been wanting to see him. From what he had heard about him, he hoped to see him perform a sign of some sort. 9 He plied him with many questions, but Jesus gave him no answer. 10 The chief priests and the teachers of the law were standing there, vehemently accusing him. 11 Then Herod and his soldiers ridiculed and mocked him. Dressing him in an elegant robe, they sent him back to Pilate. 12 That day Herod and Pilate became friends—before this they had been enemies.
13 Pilate called together the chief priests, the rulers and the people, 14 and said to them, “You brought me this man as one who was inciting the people to rebellion. I have examined him in your presence and have found no basis for your charges against him. 15 Neither has Herod, for he sent him back to us; as you can see, he has done nothing to deserve death. 16 Therefore, I will punish him and then release him.” [17] [a]
18 But the whole crowd shouted, “Away with this man! Release Barabbas to us!” 19 (Barabbas had been thrown into prison for an insurrection in the city, and for murder.)
20 Wanting to release Jesus, Pilate appealed to them again. 21 But they kept shouting, “Crucify him! Crucify him!”
22 For the third time he spoke to them: “Why? What crime has this man committed? I have found in him no grounds for the death penalty. Therefore I will have him punished and then release him.”
23 But with loud shouts they insistently demanded that he be crucified, and their shouts prevailed. 24 So Pilate decided to grant their demand. 25 He released the man who had been thrown into prison for insurrection and murder, the one they asked for, and surrendered Jesus to their will.

What fear. What pain they must have carried with them for so long. I have seen firsthand what pain can do to a person. It was once said that, “Hurt people, hurt people.” That statement fits this verse well.
It is in the pain of the lack of understanding that the Pharisees called for the death of Jesus. I am not letting them off the hook anymore than I am letting myself off the hook for my own trangressions. I have said this before, and now I know, I am no better than any man or woman. As a matter of fact, if we were grading on Earth’s terms, I’m beaten. Done for. Finished. Forgotten. Worthless. But in my saviors eyes…oh my, am I worthy.
In my Father’s eyes I am a winner when I fall for Him, I am a champion when I serve, I am His. Abba Father, you love me more than I can imagine. Your level of love and mercy and grace are unfathomable to me. I am but a child, learning how to speak with you. But you love me. You love me. You love me.
Thank you Jesus!
Amen
DK